38 [M4f] A writer waxes melodramaticly; can we escape the emptiness by embracing the dark?

38 [M4f] A writer waxes melodramaticly; can we escape the emptiness by embracing the dark?

As the year draws to a close, we must consider what we have and what we need from life. Is it a sappy letter talking about wants and needs? Is it a short(ish) post from a married wanna-be writer who thinks too highly of himself? Or maybe an honest letter about a lonely soul?

Thirty eight years around the sun and almost half of that spent with my wife, someone who I thought the world of, only to be watching the distance widen with every passing period. We had something once but when the ring slipped on, something ineffable drifted away.

The playfulness in the bedroom grew cold, the intimacy of our interactions dwindled, and the willingness to try new things withered.

So what to do when the life you led is now wrapped up so tightly that trying to escape would do more harm than staying? Keeping things as is, I am miserable. Effecting a change, makes everyone unhappy.

This is where you come in dear reader. The one who might be a ray of sunshine to lift these dreary clouds and inspire me to believe again.

Are you like me, do your dreams dwell in the dark, with leather and chains? Does your heart yearn for someone to take control, to help you find what was lost so many years ago? Do your knees remember the ache from kneeling and delight in the idea of doing so once more? Shall we talk and see what sparks might take flight? To see if you can follow my lead into the darkest desires and break your soul free?

You are in safe hands here. A sane mind, one who understands consent, limits, boundaries, and values open communication about what we think and feel. My kinks are rational and straightforward; control, bondage, denial, pain, and flushed cheeks.

So, does the submissive inside you wish to meet a dominant who needs to breathe and be seen? Can you handle an AP who enjoys the mixture of vanilla intimacy with kink? Approach and be recognized, little one.