I don’t know what to do and need advice please from DA’s or anyone

It’s been exactly 6 months post breakup I’m doing ok in general

I know everyone thinks this but mine really felt like the one to me. we spoke of marriage and everything.

But… Here’s the thing, I tried for 2 months post breakup - not heavily but still I did everything I wasn’t supposed to. I put a lot of pressure on. I poured my heart out and really placed him on a pedestal. Then, I left it.

We are from the same city so I have seen him randomly post breakup. Idk if he thought I was going to approach him or something so we just avoided each other and he was sweating as he walked past me on a cold bus stop it was freezing weather. I also noticed him looking at me from afar but avoiding me like the plague. It’s very confusing to me. I just ignored as I have pride and I’m feeling a lot better about everything.

Should I just move on and date others? Also, during the relationship I was FA and he was a DA. After we broke up I was definitely anxious and have been working on becoming secure ever since. From a DA’s perspective, does this man hate me or is he scared of me?