How epilepsy changes you

Do you believe epilepsy have a fundamental impact on not just your wellbeing but your entire consciousness? Your personality and the way you talk to people. Even if you recover somehow and the seizures stop, are you ever going to be the same person? Is that a good or a bad thing? Does epilepsy permanently change you?

Have you had a period of very bad seizures and felt you got disconnected from others. Then having it continue that way despite the condition improving and seizures getting less over time. Does epilepsy just bring uncurable ptsd?