I don't know what to do.

So I've been praying the rosary to mami since about the end of Octoberish before that I would just pray and ask mami for things to be taken away from me because I was in a really bad place then. Oh I forgot to mention that I'm a fairly new devotee of la Santisima murete. I started praying to her because I felt like she was reaching out to me I always heard owls or saw the grim reaper around I've always felt close with death. But in October I made the choice to actively start praying to her. My question is that when I first started praying I felt her around with me and now I don't feel anything it's almost as if nothing is there like the connection is blocked or has been broken somehow. I mean that's what it feels like to me. I leave her offerings and treats and cigarettes and water on her alter and pray to her every night. Is she testing my faith towards her or did I do something wrong or to upset her? I just don't know what to do at this point do I keep praying? Or do I have to apologize for something? I just don't know where to go from here.