20m - my 21st birthday is in two weeks

I wish I was more excited.

I wish my dad could be here for it :( like I always imagined that I would celebrate my 21st with both my parents, and I didn’t really think about it until now. Now that it’s actually about to happen the reality is starting to set in, and it’s starting to hurt that he’s not around for it…

Just needed to vent. It’s been a long day and I kinda just wanted to chat. Or something.