Pronouns?

I’m genuinely so lost on my pronouns at this point. I’m a butch lesbian (after having identified as practically everything under the sun) and I’m lost again. Basically, I feel comfortable being masc but definitely not a man. Additionally, I feel the best and happy when someone uses ‘they’ on me, but the most comfortable when someone uses ‘she’ if that makes sense? I’ve also never really had ‘he’ used on me because until recently I presented very feminine most of the time. Also, it’s strange because I feel connected to womanhood and such, but in the same respect I don’t feel like a woman and idk what that means for me. Now obviously pronouns ≠ gender but I’m just lost. It kinda feels like my gender is literally butch lesbian?? Idk if that’s like a thing or not. And then pronouns I’m still so lost. I might start using some variation of she/they/he to see which I like, but I genuinely don’t know anymore