Abusive situation

I grew up being abused by my entire family who abused all of its kids. My father sexually abused and beat my mother and beat on me. He was also a sick jerk and so were all of the relatives who would side with him.

There were humiliation rituals and punishments performed by grandparents aunts and father. On my cousins and I, for years.

I got scapegoated and he got away with everything. They all did. The police were completely fine with it- if anything they laughed in my face and threatened to arrest me as a runaway.

That’s the world we live in. I’m always angry and it hasn’t gotten better only worse.