Afraid that i will never have the opportunity to achieve my dreams

Hello everyone,19M here.

Diagnosis: Chronic lumbosacral discopathy Nonspecific discitis in the lumbosacral region Functional impairment and low-back pain with gradual onset over the past few years

Symptoms: Persistent low-back pain Reduced functional mobility of the lumbosacral spine

Doctor’s recommendations: Avoid poor posture, heavy lifting, prolonged standing, jumping, sudden movements, cold and humidity, and walking on uneven ground

I struggle with severe back pain for a year now,lumbar and cervical pain. The story begins this year,2025, i decided to finally lock in,after being or skinny or fat my entire life,and i was proud of me because i finally achieved a kind of aesthetic physique,it wasn’t much but it was honest work.😔 I gave up gym because i had my finals because of my family and gained like 10 kgs.. then when i came back in the gym after the finals,did some ego lifting and my back pain got a lot worse… I wanted to achieve my dreams of being a fitness influencer,but due to the social pressure of my family,and the relatives i am afraid that i will never achieve my dream,they put pressure on me to take the safe way,now i am unhappy at a job i don’t like and live with the regret of not pursuing my dreams. Currently i have to do am MRI for the back and hope that i can return to the gym. For the people that had an injury, were you able to return to the gym and lift heavy weights again..? I live with the fear that i will not be able to do that.. Any advice will help. Thanks❤️