24 hours In

Ive been here before the calm before the storm, days 2-3 will be a test from hell that I have passed at least 8 times in the last six months. No matter how long I use even for 10 days I get terrible wd. I hope if anyone is out there to say a prayer for me. I will not fail again I can not fail again. I have a young son and hes starting to notice daddy why are you always sick. I can see in his eyes that he can tell somethings wrong. I can't keep doing this to myself or him.