I'm mildly obsessed with UK accents and idk what to do abt it

I just want to get this off my chest and idk where else to go, so here it is. Over the past few months, i've developped this kind of fascination with the way UK people speak english. All i want to do is listen to it. British, Scottish, Irish, whatever.

I feel like it's so weird, and i'm so embarassed about it, and of how much i think about it. I don't know anyone that has that accent in real life really, but i keep catching myself thinking of whether there's any way for me to hear those accents more, like searching up streamers or something or joining certain communities on reddit, and i don't really know what to do about it because i feel like its weird