Just a little too much fun.

So last night me and my fiance got into a fight. I was pretty sure she didn't mean what she said, we are in the process of moving, she is working full time, and has to ride the train for 10 hours and drive for 4 on Monday to get t a doctors appointment in Seattle.

Anyway, she wet to bed mad (in the emotional sense). And I stayed awake MAD ( in the hatter sense). I decided to eat 7 grams of freshly dried P. Cyanesens and like 20mgs of metocin.

Within 20 mins I was just bonkers, I mean gonzo enough to be on the Gong show. I was having a blast, so I decided to eat 25mg of mdma/25mg of mda, and drink like 6ml of ghb, and ate 1mg of amphetamine... forgetting that eating Stims, and mushrooms together just amplify the hell out of G for me. I had a blast everything was shifting and almost kaleidoscopic, and I was hearing all kinds of distortion in my headphones that were definitely hallucinations. Certain tracks in the song were distorted differently making the whole song sound out of time the drums were a little to fast the, guitar tone was to low, the vocals were too slow. It sounded like really bad demos of my favorite songs it was glorious. Anyway, about three hours in the GHB and xtc peaked and I passed out for about 40mins. Only to wake up at like 1am still frying, I felt like that girl from that anti pot commercial back in the day who is like melted into her couch, and her dog is talking to her telling her she used to be more fun before she did drugs lol. Man that commercial always made me wish I had weed that good. Turns out it's not weed it's recklessly high levels of mushrooms that do that hahahaha.

This was the first heavy trip I've been able to take and enjoy in over 6 months. Ive been micro dosing no more than that though. I'm disabled (schizophrenia) and I was fired a while back and things have been tight but, we are moving into a new house right now. It's bigger, it's more energy efficient, it has a 40 x 13 solarium for me to grow my cactus in, a yard I can grow ovoids in, 900 sqft of green house space. And it's 600$ a month cheaper. And I finally got a lawyer to help me with my disability process! I have a new art studio, and i filed the articles of organization for my LLC in September. Happy Hippy Handmades LLC is actually movin in to reality and out of my head. Next year is going to be the best year of my life. I'm so excited. Those mushrooms have had me glowing all day it's been great.