M4M sub looking for dom alpha superior

40 you M dad bod, I'm not very experienced (divorced from a woman after getting married really young and grew up religious). I love being around naturally alpha men, just like the idea of being used and ignored. I'd like to meet someone into being serviced for a LTR, not just hookups, and maybe someone into training me.

I'd really like to be trained to throat dick well, or I can get into the idea of you sitting on my face or holding your dick in my mouth like a holster, but i can get into what you’re into. Just anything where the focus is off of me and on you. Mostly into superior straight guys who just want to use me for service and ignore me.