Was it all fake?

I don’t post on here much, but I became a fan of Steph during one of the lowest points in my life. I connected so much with her, her love for books, her music taste, and her personality all felt so similar to mine. I’ve probably seen every video she’s ever made because, honestly, they really helped me through a tough time. That’s why I feel so deceived right now. I vividly remember her saying the one thing she couldn’t overlook in a partner was their morals and now look who she’s dating. Looking back, I can’t help but wonder if anything about her “personality” was ever real. It’s making me feel insane… not to be parasocial, but faking your whole personality is crazy. Everything I found relatable about her feels like it was a lie.