Are you terminally dysphoric or do you just NEED to self-actualize?

Growing up being told who I am and how I'm allowed to talk, sit, walk, dress, and THINK until I broke out violently into my own mold and took possession of my own fucking identity and body. No, that IS NOT MY NAME. I chose my name and you fucking deal with it! No, that IS NOT WHO I AM. I choose who I am and you fucking deal with it!

Wake up. There's nothing wrong with you, you just can't live with being suffocated. You're a free fucking being and your ability to self-create is a need so deep and in our bones it will demand to be heard no matter where you are or who you are asked to be. Figuring out who you are is a task we are allowed and granted, it's a birthright. It's ours to take. By force, by surgery, by isolation if we have to-- but we DONT always have to and we shouldn't. And it was never this inherent unfixable flaw with us. It was a lack of freedom.