Reaching out

I've been doing bad these last few months, and i said that to some of my friends. One of them told me i could talk about it to them, and i really want to but i can't bring myself to actually reach out cuz i feel like it would be annoying, that i'd be bothering them. After all, why would they want to listen to me talk about my life anyways ? Now i'm wondering if i should talk to them or keep it to myself.