Confession: I hate my periods...

I know this is a bit of TMI, but I don't care since its a struggle to deal with a body that retains water, looks bloated and heavy, and have to fight against cravings, and then there's the fact that I'd have to eat or I won't be healthy and have back issues and loose my muscles...

I hate everything about periods, but I mainly hate the after when you have to get back your body in control...

I have been at a balanced BMI for awhile, but I was so close to how I wished to look, yet iron levels was low, cravings, and then needing to eat enough, after sleeping...

I just want control...