Cheer a depressed white German up. This year has been rough.

I am a white guy from Germany and I have a small dick. It's hard being on this subreddit with a small white dick, everyone always wants a BWC. I have had conversations that went really well end because I have a small dick. That is depressing.
I really had a shitty time this year. Dating apps suck, real life sucks, getting a job sucks, I am still a virgin. I hate my life. I'm just so tired of it all.
Maybe someone is willing to cheer me up a bit. I don't actually care how. I don't really care about ethnicity either. I do have a huge crush on indian and arab women, though (who also only seem to like BWC). Can't date them, can't apparently fuck them, but I do think they are goddesses.
Someone that doesn't care about dick size would be nice. Or someone with a small dick that still gets to fuck a ton of women. I'm open to anything. Please keep in mind that I am 100% straight, though.
You can also write me on Telegram: JW24194