Relationships and Alters

I’ve been having problems with specific alters that just seem to hate people that I see as my friends? And I get it can be confusing to my friends/people I’m in relation to as to why I’m really close with them one second and the next I’m really distant and frustrated. I try to distance myself as much as I can, but I have one alter in particular (Logan) who just hates, especially one of my closest friends. I don’t even know how I‘d tell him about it, and I really have tried to write notes to Logan about it and nothing works (I usually just get one back that says something like fuck you WHICH just it annoys me so much??? Because even when I try to fix things, I always just get attitude back???.) It‘s always the same. I always just come back feeling really guilty because I remember acting like a jerk to my friends but I don’t remember what I said. Does anybody else have issues with this? I’m really lost on what to do. -Dean