It has been a bit over 3 years since I changed my hair style, and my Mum is STILL commenting about it.

Her constantly telling me it looks bad, no one has hair like that (i started brushing my hair with a middle part), you should stop brushing it that way, why would you do that, etc. Shit like that has made me so insecure about my hair, so much so that even if some hairs stick up a bit i always feel like everyone is thinking about how bad it looked. I like my hairstyle a lot, but i now get so self-conscious when it's messed up or windy. And my mum is always so fucking excited for me to get a haircut, because after it's cut it won't look so "shitty".

#horriblefuckingmother

idk what to do but my mental health has definitely declined in those 3 or so years and i hate that so much. i can't do anything about it like my family can't afford therapy, my school counsellor is only their for when i need to talk about school related problems. If i try to speak to my mum about it she'll either get pissed AT ME, or mad AT ME, or start a fucking argument with me because she loves to cause problems then act like the victim (she's a karen btw)..