40 [M4A] #UK/online Looking for someone to gamble or game with, for sexual forfeits

I'm looking for someone to gamble or game with, involving a sexual forfeit for the loser.

After some extreme submissive experiences, I've realised I find I'm turned on by the feelings of regret, being out of control and the risk of a situation which might be far too humiliating, disgusting, or horrible for me.

Let's try and rekindle those terrible feelings.

The stakes must be bad enough for each of us personally that we both desperately want to win, so we'll have a chat first about limits, things we like, things we don't like and things we _really_ don't like to make sure we nail that.

Limits are anything illegal.