What does it look like when you look down? In t-shirts, and not.

TW for body talk?

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You can see my post history for a lot of my backstory, but the TLDR is I'm trying to figure out if I want to go flat or keep a tiny bit of boobage. I'm having a difficult time imagining what it would look like to look down and see....stomach?

I'm 5'3" and about 134 (trying to go down to like....120). I have a lot of dysphoria or dysmorphia around my stomach -- one of my biggest fears of going flat is that my stomach would protrude, and make me look like I have a beer belly or am pregnant. It's not in a body-shaming way, it's in a how-i-perceive-myself way, if that makes sense?

I've seen lots of side pics, and lots of front-pics but I can't find like any where we're just looking down. And yet, looking down at myself is how I see myself all the time, so I want to know what to expect lol. It's been so long since I didn't have DDDs

Anyway if anyone has any reference pics they'd be willing to share here or DM me, I'd be super appreciative. Or if you know what keywords to use to search in this sub?

Also, I'm not on T and not planning to be. I feel like....maybe nonbinary and also girl and definitely not gender-conforming but also not a man. So big bonus if you're also in that boat, because sometimes I find it hard to imagine some of these angles without all the masculinization that trans men have.

Thanks!! <3 Love y'all -- the advice and pics on here are literally so helpful to me as I'm figuring this out.