can't access YouTube with old hotmail account

hi there,

I have an old YouTube channel which I created years ago with a hotmail email.

I do not remember the password, it has an old phone number attached and I'm not even sure if its the correct hotmail account I'm using as I had several others years back.

I have attempted making the a gmail account using the pre-exisiting hotmail email but it won't work,

I have NO WAY of connecting to my old YouTube. I can it deleted and remove the videos. Any tips on how else I can get in?