Does size really matter?

Does it? 19M, unfortunately, I’m not one of the guys who has this big dicks swaying inside their pants. Personally, I do not care about the size, but apparently, most guys do. It’s just sad that people still get hate for not having a size that they can’t control. I’m still a virgin but when time comes, I have a huge ass and a little dick so it’s like I’m gonna be always force to bottom. But maybe I also want to top yk but It’s upsetting that I do not have the size for it and may not satisfy my bottom. :( I want to be a verse but maybe not