Hey guess what , if im crying, I dont need more harsh.

Obviously ive had my limit of stabs in the back.

Ive had enough yelling.

Im tired of just being quiet and letting everyone hurt me.

I ve had enough.

No im not delusional.

Actively hurting me

Day after day after day

Youre mad at me for being hurt that I hear over and over and over for years how beautiful she is, how no one will ever compare, that no one will ever be her, you miss talking to her, talking to me just isnt the same ...

I get it. I got it a long time ago Im as good as the dredge in the gutter.

I dont need to hear it anymore.

Ive stacked these prolific gushes of adoration, worship, and absolute love for somebody else for long enough.

Chipping away Chipping away

Been awhile since I heard anything good about me

Well deserved. I AM nothing.

I dont want to mske it to another birthday .

I dont want December.

I dont want another day.

I am empty.

I am ragged.

I am tired.

I need love.

Just a little warmth.

That doesnt get taken away .