Im so tired

I feel like such a shitty person because I have no reason to feel the way that I do. My depression has come back full throttle, and I'm genuinely, mentally drained.

Every single day I put on this fake fucking facade that I'm this happy person with no problems in my life and it just makes me feel like a piece of shit. I'm lying to everyone 24/7, faking my emotions, while simultaneously dying inside.

At this point, ghosting everyone entirely until they forgot I exist would be such a relief, and so much easier than this lie I'm living.