My life minimized x10

Hello. My name is Remarkable_Bridge487. This is a continuation of My Life Minimized. These few months have been horrible. Between cutting, sleep depriving myself, and constantly being yelled at, my mind is already clocking out. May previous plan for growing up and protecting my family is abandoned, because I’m quite selfish. I crack open the window once again. The wind blows, and cars outside honk. The world will be alright without me. I’m not religious, but if there really is heaven or hell, I’m going to hell. I don’t know if I can handle all the pressure anymore.