24 [S4A] #Rhodeisland USA in need of blackmail training serious only

Frighten easily, please seem trustworthy and not insane lol. Maybe pretend you're from a different post and then get some info from me. Pics for this and for u to see what I look like in my profile posts. I'm into sissy stuff, hypno, submission, pink, i will hook up with guys, love to be feminine and cute and girly, etc. Ultimately want someone to force me to hookup with guys more often, put me on a diet and workout routine to give me a thigh gap and skinny sissy body, give me a daily routine of shaving etc., eventually lock me up for good (will have to build to this), anally train me, make me go out in public dressed as a sissy, go to gay bars, etc. Basically make me live a sissy life whenever I'm not at work or w people I keep this secret from. Please blackmail me