Akward afterwards night with BF

My partner and I went out with some friends, and at first everything felt routine. But as the night unfolded, the atmosphere shifted, and I found myself pulled along by the group’s comfort and ease. It wasn’t that I truly wanted to participate—I just felt compelled to match everyone else. The pressure to conform outweighed my own hesitation, and by the end of the night I was unsure whether the decisions I made were genuine or simply driven by a fear of standing apart.