My co worker gave me a ride home today

I trained her for dispatch on Friday . It was nice on Friday because as I was training her it was nice to just talk to a woman about life. We talked about so many things . She has a boyfriend but it was cool just to talk to her and train her at the job.

Today as I'm heading out she offered me a ride. I catch the bus because I don't have a car . I told her if it's not out of her way then sure .

So she gives me a ride and while she's taking me home she tells me that her boyfriend cheated on her today . And I told her im sorry that it happened then we quickly talk about other things.

Here I am lonely and hearing how he cheated.

And for the past three days shockingly, my depression hasn't really been acting up. Usually each week I'm contemplating death a lot and thinking what's the point in being lonely for the rest of my life. But it's been vastly different this week ever since Friday .