First Love/heartbreak need help

I met this girl while gaming and she was super nice to me in game for no reason. I didnt even speak to her in game and she was just being friendly. She was super friendly and I thought hey let me add her she seems cool. We hit it off and we talked all night and eventually exchanged phone number and would continue to call all night and sleep on the phone for the next 3 weeks. Through out those 3 weeks we told eachother we loved each other and saw a future together.

Now one thing about this girl is she was dumped by her ex 2 weeks prior to meeting me. She told me she was crying herself to sleep everyday prior to us meeting. She told me I was perfect. I treated her with so much respect and never judged her.

There were so many red flags but I ignored all of them. She would hide me from her social medias by deactivating them. I’m guessing so her ex didn’t see she was following me. She kept one social media (TikTok) but even when we followed eachother on there she soft blocked me. I’m guessing to hide me. I would confront her about it and she’d just tell me she needed a break from them.

Once week 3 came around she stopped hiding me. We followed eachother on everything and we even started doing bible study together. We had talked about how god put us together and we would never leave eachother. We would always communicate and solve our problems. What made me fall in love so quick was that we agreed on everything. Our political views, our family and god is out priority. It felt perfect. That god had put this women on my lap to care for.

She would always comfort telling me she loved me and I would respond with I love you too. On top of that she would say I love you more. She filled a hole in me. She made me feel I was on top of the world.

But there were just to many red flags that she was still way to attached to her ex and still wanted him. He dumbed her because he said she was to negative. She assured me he didn’t want anything to do with her.

So in our last day of being together it was going well. We had just finished gaming together that night. And we were doing our bible study. After that I got a random feeling of anxiety and being overwhelmed. I had this gut feeling that I couldn’t trust her. She knew something was off because I was acting weird. She asked and pleaded what was wrong. And I finally told her what I was feeling. I told her I had a gut feeling I couldn’t trust her. That something was off about this whole thing. Like I was just a bandaid until her ex reached out again.

I apologized to her and told her I was so sorry but I was just being honest. I could tell it hurt her, me saying that but we told eachother we would be honest with eachother. So later that night we talked more and I apologized but I knew I had hurt her. She randomly hanged up on me and ghosted me for 2 hours. I was so shaken by what just happened. She told me she was taking time to herself and just overthinking.

But the next day she was being super distant. And I told her I’m going to give her time to heal from her wounds. However long she wanted and we both agreed. About 6 hours later she told me that her ex still had feelings for her and is willing to wait for him. This hit me like a train. I blocked her on everything and I told her to never contact me again. The next morning she pleaded with me on the phone to stay and if that I really loved her that I would give her one more chance. But I thought to myself she already made her choice so I told her I was choosing myself. She tried playing victim saying things like you should have let me heal. You don’t really love. But I did with all my heart.

I reached out 2 times since that phone call to end things peacefully but she’s ghosted me both times. Did I ruin things with her or was she bound to leave me eventually because she wasn’t healed. I miss her so much and find it so hard to function. Will she ever reach out to me again?