You’re my best friend,

and you hold every single piece of my heart. I think you know that, even if we don’t acknowledge it. Life with you feels so perfect. It teeters on the edge of being everything I’ve ever wanted. The domesticity of it all brings me more joy than I could ever express. I’m standing in the laundry room folding my clothes today and the thought occurred to me. I’m finally happy. After everything that I’ve endured recently, I finally feel happy again. Only for me to turn around and there you are, turning the corner into the kitchen. My heart swells when I look at you. I know you’d hate that, and I’m sorry. I wish I didn’t feel this way. I promise I tried, but I love you anyway. Loving you is truly like breathing to me. I’m not sure I could ever stop, even if I wanted to. So I’ll be here forever. Waiting on something I know will never come. I always say I’ll be alone for the rest of my life, and this is why.