Got blackout

Yesterday I drank too much and actually picked up my mom’s video calls while I was blackout. Each call was short (2–3 minutes) but I can’t remember what I said.

I’m worried she noticed I was drunk. I feel guilty and anxious because this isn’t the first time it’s happened.

Today I want to talk to her, but I don’t know how to bring it up or if I should, since I can’t remember exactly what I said. I want to be responsible and make things right, but I also don’t want to over-explain or make it worse.