I have a huge crush on one of my best friends.

I might delete this idk. But as the title says I have a huge crush on one of my best friends, we’re super close and met a bit over a year ago. Since a few months ago I’ve realized I’ve had feelings for her. She doesn’t identify as anything specifically but as far as I’m aware she is into girls, as for me I’m pan. I really like her, like a lot, I’m thinking about telling her around x-mas break. But I’m worried about hurting myself or her in the process and destroying our relationship , as well as so many other variables. We’re constantly making jokes about having crushes on each other cause it’s just our sense of humor and I don’t think it’s helped me to get over this crush. I also don’t want to make our other friend a third wheel that we eat lunch with. And I genuinely can’t tell if she’s sending me hints or not. PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO. 😭🫩
I might delete this idk. But as the title says I have a huge crush on one of my best friends, we’re super close and met a bit over a year ago. Since a few months ago I’ve realized I’ve had feelings for her. She doesn’t identify as anything specifically but as far as I’m aware she is into girls, as for me I’m pan. I really like her, like a lot, I’m thinking about telling her around x-mas break. But I’m worried about hurting myself or her in the process and destroying our relationship , as well as so many other variables. We’re constantly making jokes about having crushes on each other cause it’s just our sense of humor and I don’t think it’s helped me to get over this crush. I also don’t want to make our other friend a third wheel that we eat lunch with. And I genuinely can’t tell if she’s sending me hints or not. PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO. 😭🫩