I think I'm cooked

36M, been drinking heavily for the last 10 years. I was layed off last month (not alcohol related reason) so i have more time to drink. My legs, arms, and jaw are totally numb. My abdomen is swelling. I probably need to see a doctor but no more insurance. Walking normal is difficult. Writing this with a full glass of scotch in front of me. Don't know what to do. I think I'm going to die soon.