Sitting at the hotel room bathroom at night

This is perhaps the 3rd or the 4th night that I'm sitting in the hotel room bathroom with my 8 week old because he just freaks out when I try to get him to sleep in a dark room where he won't be able to see me... It's 5:30am and I haven't slept a wink. I just threw away underwear because he pooped on them because I've forgotten to upgrade his diapers (he's still not quite the max. 6kg) and his poops keep escaping them. I probably let him nap too much yesterday but I can't help but be a bit annoyed. I don't want to go to the lobby but I need to let the husband sleep a few hours too so I'm here, in the only room I can turn the light on and let my husband sleep. This stupid hotel doesn't even have a baby changing table. I have to use infinite towels to change him on. That's my vent, thanks.