I hate them so much. I can't help it.

Wow. That's gross. Parent does see me how I see myself but worse. I just play games all the time. Yeah? What the fuck else do you want me to do. It was my safe space. I want to. I want to. I want to. I want to hurt myself. You see me as an idiot. Of course you do. That's all I ever am to you. You don't see me. I'll never see you.