When I was 14, I was kidnapped, SA’d & about to be unalived and thrown into a deserted place.

I was kidnapped thrown into a van at the age of 14, brutally SA’d by two Middle Aged men. After attack I heard them whispering in the front seat while I lay in back of van crying my eyes out… I heard them talk about what they were gonna do to me and where they would dump my body. One of the guys opened the back of van to drag me out of it, I fought like HELL and ran so fast, then I hid so they couldn’t find me. I saw them driving the van around looking for me. I stayed in the hiding place until I felt safe. Close to midnight I went to a gas station crying and was ignored by all the adults, I was 60 lbs and 4 ft tall and no adult cared. I finally hitchhiked home and snuck back into my house that I snuck out of earlier that evening. I KNOW WHAT A PREDATOR IS and since what happened to me I made a vow to protect children especially my own and teach them human decency, kindness and respect of others. After the grape I caught an STD that I couldn’t ignore so my mom took me to doctor… because of my age police and CPS got involved and I told them what happened to me. I was taken to police station and the two police officers, shamed and interrogated me, yelling at me, basically calling me a liar. So I started crying from fear and shame. My mom was heartbroken what happened to me and I didn’t want her to be sad, so I told them all that I lied, I blamed it on this guy that I was going with. I said we had sex and he gave me STD. My mom was relieved now that she thought I wasn’t kidnapped and SAd. Everyone was happy but me. Nothing on TV is real, it’s all manufactured bullshit! My son became a victim when Chris Hansen kidnapped him. He was not interested in decoy sexually, she wasn’t even his type. He was just going over there because she asked him to hang out and he was bored. No talk of sex or any nastiness, no talk of her being 15, so charges dropped. But now he is being persecuted everywhere he goes because people believe a television show instead of doing their own research, like go to the sheriffs department and type in the names of the predators, to see who is still arrested and who is not. The ones that stayed were actually down with the decoy being a minor & possibly had prior incidents before the sting operation. They target the ones that can make good TV, they stalk, they hook and throw back the ones that are innocent. But the innocent ones are the real victims because they have to live their life with the court of opinion instead of the court of facts everywhere they go.