Scared

Been literally depressed for the last 5 months… I’ve taken like 10 at home HIV test.. my last 3 were taken at 133,137 & 144 days after exposure with the Oraquick.. all negative.. (which would be 4 months) but I feel like they aren’t accurate… I guess I came on here to see if I should trust the Oraquick? It’s literally making me depressed…