Books where the FMC betrayed the Mmcs but they forgive her and cannot hurt her or resent her.

I just finished reading bridge kingdom and I desperately wanted to read something like this with RH.

Ok here me out. And I know this is specific but there has to be atleast one book like this. I know the whole Mmcs betraying the FMC and then grovelling is so popular but I want the reverse but the MMC need to forgive her immediately. I loved bridge kingdom but it made me angry that the MMC didn't try to understand her.

So I want something where the FMC does something because of her family or she's forced or whatever that she betrays the Mmcs or she hurt them somehow because she had no choice and she leaves knowing she ruined everything but the Mmcs they love her so much and they can't live without her. So no matter what she did they immediately forgive her and they are like we don't care.. we understand and we want you while the FMC feels so guilty and she has to remind them how much she hurt them but they just can never resent her.

I want the FMC to hate herself and loathe herself and even hurt herself for what she did to the Mmcs while they don't care about it at all and all they want is for her to stop hurting. I rlly want something like this. I'm so craving it. Pls pls someone find me a book like this?

I also read {hitting the wall by cate.c.wells } and I loved the MMC so much. Even when he thought the FMC is kept his child frm him he immediately tried to understand wht she must have gone through and all he wanted was to make sure they were both safe even when he was feeling sad for all the yrs he missed with his daughter. I want this in RH form.

Screw asshole Mmcs who immediately hurt the FMCs or complete jerks to the FMC. I'm so tired of Mmcs always messing up being a jerk and then just being a little bit pathetic and the fmcs immediately forgiving them or the Mmcs hurting the FMC back for wht she did. And I am so sick of FMC always being the one who forgives and forgets.Were did all the Mmcs who despite the FMC hurting them could never do anything to her go? Like where did the hero's who would literally forgive the FMC for anything go?

Heavy no is alphaholes, jerks, bully Mmcs.. and no mm. Everything else is ok. Huge plus if it's fantasy or pnr or fated mates. Whatever it is only requirement is Mmcs need to immediately understand the FMC and forgive her and want her no matter what.