I really can’t stand it anymore…

I hate it…

I have so much love, attention and patience to give. I’m so full of it but there’s no one I can give it to get alone share with. I’ve never met someone in my life who had the same energy for me. No matter if romantic or platonic. I just doubt I’ll ever find my person or soulmate. I hate that I’m needy and always relying literally within seconds to everyone. I make all friends my priority, but I’m never prioritized by anyone. I just wish I was cold hearted and didn’t think or feel so deeply all the time. I hate being/feeling needy or clingy.