I’m feeling a lot more optimistic about the finale/movie since my last poster her a couple months ago

And do think it’s better than having the season completely canceled, but it still just feels like I don’t know, meh?

Cause let’s face it, no matter how this finale turns out, it won’t be as good as the six episodes we’re suppose to be. It will most likely the best 90 minutes they could muster, but you can only shove so much of six episodes into 90 minutes. I’m still having a hard time letting the potential of six episodes go. Although I’m far enough in the acceptance I can take the 90 minutes for what they are. And judging but why Michael wrote about it last week, I’d say we feel pretty similarly.

And before anyone comments “just read fanfiction these feelings will go away”. I do and they still haven’t gone away. Fanfiction can’t replace the lost full season cause that’s not what it’s suppose to be for and I’m okay with that. I’m okay with there being no solutions to the sadness of the loss of full season.