He finally did it. He finally made me hit rock bottom.

Im (28 F) currently sitting in our living room, laughing and crying at the fact that my husband has finally worn me down to rock bottom. He (30 m) is currently out drinking again with 'friends' who seemingly doesn't care that he has a wife.

Earlier today we argued about the fact that evidently, time and time again he choses a good time drinking heavily than to come home and talk to me.

We have been together for five years married two. I am to my wits end. I texted him, asking him if he wanted to work things out and talk and he said no. I immediately called him and he said he mistakenly did that. He also said I was embarrassing him in front of his friends because I called repeatedly. (He told me he would be home early and never show and hence the calls because he never send a message).

I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm changing but my husband is just regressing. I've tried it all.

I think my marriage is done.

Only thing I haven't tried was leave.