My wife claims she "doesn't like sex." But I jerk off regularly to a folder I found on her old laptop that proves otherwise.

My wife and I don't have a great sex life. In fact, she has explicitly told me she just "doesn't like sex" anymore. I’ve mostly accepted that this is just who she is now. But I know for a fact that wasn't always the case.

​A few years ago, she asked me to do some maintenance on her old laptop. While digging through files, I found a collection of media of her and her ex. It was from a time when she was physically in her absolute prime—she was thinner, dressed sluttier, and her big tits looked incredible in the sexy lingerie she used to wear for him.

​Before I found the laptop, she had already told me stories about her past. She admitted to having sex with this guy in a cinema and even in her college storeroom. She also casually mentioned that her ex loved her feet and she used to give him footjobs.

​Here is the kicker: I have a massive foot fetish, but my wife doesn't know. I’ve never had a footjob.

​So when I opened that folder, it wasn't just pictures of his dick, her pussy, and her tits. I found videos. Videos of her enthusiastically giving him head and getting eaten out. But the one I keep coming back to is a video of her using her foot to rub and tease him. ​It drives me crazy—in a good and bad way—knowing she was that adventurous for him. She was down for public sex, lingerie, and foot play, while I’m stuck with the version who claims she doesn't like sex.

​I never told her I found the folder. Instead, I kept a copy. I jerk off to these videos regularly. It’s the only way I get to see the side of my wife that I missed out on.