My baby makes me feel amazing. Anyway g

I am just adore my baby so much.

I dont know the point in this post, its just how I feel and I have nobody to tell, apart from my husband who totally agrees with me!

I just cant believe how amazing the feeling is of been his Mum. He is by no means the perfect baby. But I just look at him and melt. If I had known how wonderful he would be, and how great it would feel to be his Mum, I would have done it sooner.

Dont get me wrong, sometimes its so hard, and the hormones are not for the weak. Im lucky I have his great Dad beside me, but I just want to bottle up this feeling!

I have never disliked babies but now I can see how people get so gooey. I look at him and he is so innocent, he knows nothing bad in the world! This may sound stupid but he has reminded me of the magic of human connection, I feel like we could learn so much from them and go back go a life without social media and pressure and phones!

He has made me want to be a better person and I just never expected to feel this way. I want another baby eventually but Im scared it wont feel this good as I know it wont be the same and will be harder with two.

Might aswell enjoy the ride while its good!