Almost lost an edger

I think for a couple months I was feeling ashamed about being so sexual and horny. Literally deleted most of my social media presence that depicted me in a sexual manner, from reddit, twitter, to my hidden album and stopped edging and really gooning in general. It took me a minute to get out that headspace. Like brooo my fucking best nudes are gone because i tried to be a saint. anyways guess who’s high and is on hour three of edging. and i bought a pink dildo that i plan on trying tonight :) then the rest of my toys are charging, so this is gonna be a night full of edging