Even if we know that there is nothing wrong with "acting gay", the social homophobic prejudice is so deep in our minds, that to some of us, acting gay is humiliating, and masochistic pleasure...

This is specifically to all the straight males, who dont actually feel attracted to male bodies, but enjoys the masochistic humiliating of being emasculated. Even the idea of sucking or being the bottom of a better, more masculine and bigger men, even if we dont actually feel attracted to the male body; A women seeing this, or hearing about this.. she considering us "as less of a men" because of this, is such a turn on.

Deep down, we can see the deep homophobic roots of this. People arent less anything because of gay sex. But its so deep in our straight cis minds, that we cant separate "ourselves being emasculated and submissive" to "we acting gay".

Without mentioning, that having pleasure with your but doenst mean you guy, being attracted to a men's body does. And many cucks like me, since we fetishize soo much men who have prettier bodies, bigger dicks and whatever, is ease to mixture or fetish exaggeration and fantasy, with actually homosexuality. And also, gender is a spectrum, etc, etc...