First sissygasm!

So at the time I was 18. It was a night I came across a black guy in his 30s on Grindr he was about 6’2 I am about 5’8 we chatted , you know the usual swapped pics. He had a girthy about 8in bbc.

We ended up planning on me going over to his apartment in the morning. So morning came and honestly I was super nervous as it was my first time and I’ve flaked so many times in the past.

I got to the parking lot asked for the apartment number and at this point I was thinking of not doing it and going back home, but I said fuck it and went ahead.

Knocked on the door, he told me to come in. We greeted each other gave each other a hug, a couple of small talk and brought me to his room. We laid on his bed. He just had shorts on no shirt and no underwear. So I just went for it and started sucking his cock , honestly felt like a total slut. He then picked me up and put my ass on his face in a 69 position, and just felt his tongue on my hole.. and OMG I did not expect this. But honestly it felt sooo goooddd , it made me feel girly, super horny and submissive. I felt his cock growing in my mouth , made me feel so slutty and horny and not even a min passes by and with him already eating my ass , I just exploded and sissygasmed like crazy. But PNC hit me and just had to stop and I told him I felt uncomfortable and he understood and I ended leaving. But honestly in the moment I felt so submissive and like a slut. Till this day I regret not taking his cock.