It's been a pretty long time since i have been coding, starting almost 3.5 years ago in computer vision and automation continued by software development and also a bit of me always into 3D game dev specifically from very startingg (Unity 3D , blender like things from) , last since a year i have been deeply into Graphics Programming only,  working on tons of graphics programming specific projects like Game Engine Dev , Minecraft Clone , Cloud Simulation like that also just last month Released my Open Source C++ library(RelNoD), and truly speaking feels like graphics is my only thing where i can be constantly keep learning and working for years.....also vibe coded many things as well learned specifically a lot from AI then YouTube for the development process and approaches, just wanna continue my career in this only.

But since graphics programming isn't that popular in india specifically there are very less colleges in india providing graphics programming addon, the colleges with graphics programming is divided like few having so much high fees, few aren't that much good with almost 0 labs and lesser focus on graphics and more on game dev only, the rest colleges are just having JEE enterance exam which have a good and lesser fee structure tho....
Here's my GitHub if you wanna check : 
https://github.com/adi5423


But doing all this trying out things in programming and all took a lot of time from me, i was so much into projects and learnings that i never been able to prepare for JEE for real....and now there is just almost 2 months left and that would be enough if i atleast had basic practise tho.....but preparing everything from base in just 2 months is practically impossible tho even i dont have any backup plan cause this is what i can doo prepare for exam cause can't afford high fees without jee and dont wanna waste my years of focus in ai ml like addon btech....so all i can do right now is prepare for JEE Mains 2026 but reality i wont be able to complete all that in just 2 months....

Seeing yash (the developer of Annant Express) , sharing his story a bca degree holder with no team and cost to hire developers to complete his gane project but he actually done all things by own prototyped a final public ready project wirh available 3d models and resources for free, after 3 months of development actually made his 1st prototype all alone, pitched and got calls from investors...doing all by himself and then a boom to his project....
Not just him but actually a lot of coding projects took place in few months of development and then kept on upgrading since that...

Idk what i can doo or what i'll after April(last jee attempt month) but i surely know can't make it out with enterance exam of JEE....
I m so confused that i plan a project put my days and nights again into a proper public ready project (leaving JEE aside) and focus on making a public project to get revenue eventually a bit later and atleast support my father for the private colleges fees.....

Idk what to do so confused, i have been trying a lot to be focused on JEE preparation but barelly making any progress from so long, should i start developing a project to be ready sooner in few months and then make it public and focus on marketing and all things like that....or keep working on JEE (which i dont think so i can make it till college so far) 

I m not sure that if.....i actually failed in developing the project or not making some money by it till a short period of time, i would nothing to relly on (no college no preparation for enterance exams even if not jee, none of preparation for any other exam as well , not a well project to get revune) i would....have lost everything with Time and be like a failure one more time....that's what somewhere stopping me to focus on a making public project by leaving preparation apart.....idk what to do what not to.....


Should i start making a public ready project in few months and then focus on marketing and get some revenue then be able suport a bit for fees by my side to my father and join a private college with graphics programming addon, but if i failed everything would be gone.
Or
Keep preparing for JEE Mains 2026 from base preparation to able to score 55 percentile atleast for college addmission (not the cutoff, some colleges have there own enterance percentage criteria, here 55 per) all that preparation in nust 2 months of time for 55 percentage score atleast.


Idk what to doo just need some suggestions, some help on what path to choose tho...

Thankyouu so much if you actually read all that till this point, i m just confused so planned to ask in general....
Please lee mee know what to do or what not to!!.....

A game dev project or JEE in 2 months preparation.