:( i kind of want to die.

I just checked lol scoring around 80? Ik its an alr score but i just wanted to say that the perfect course of life that i wanted ab wo nahi milega. A perfect college, a perfect career. Zindagi bhar bc linked in pe manipal likha hoga that scares the shit out of me. Ik life mein badhiya kar hi lenge hum sab but we will always slightly feel empty inside and talk about that "what if" Jab tak last time talking negatively result tak manifest hi karleti hun ig. Idk man.