Idk if this is the right place to ask but I'm having trouble with my identity [discussion]

So basically my biological sex is female and I've been called that my whole life until one day my friend called me a he as a joke a awhile ago and I really enjoyed it and I've found myself more comfortable being referred to as a he/him but I don't want to transition but also if I if I had a choice to change my gender and what I had in my pants I definitely would and I'm not sure if theres a label for this or if it's still considered trans since technology I dont align with the sex I was given at birth